I am one message away,
From climbing out of my bed into the cold
Walking aimlessly to the water
Only to feel something other than this
Feeling needles poking in my skin
One thousand at a time
Where the water hits my feet
Drowning away
My tears will dissolve in the water like
Mysery in numbness

I am one message away
From shutting myself down
Building a wall brick by brick
Day by day
And tear by tear
Returning you your freedom
In the shape of the heart you once gave me
One rose at a time
I will tear us apart

I am one message away
From neglecting myself
Putting all my chaotic thoughts,
In a little pandora box
Going along with you
Trusting you, blindly
Maybe we will be happy forever

I am one message away
From sending one back
From trying to fix our issues
By promising things you dont believe
Im not sure I believe it either
Its okay, Im used to it
Used to everything
But not to you

I am one message away
And maybe you are too